Monday, September 21, 2009

I am Broken


Lost in a world
So wicked and cruel
Pure hearts in this world
Are too little too few
Cold hearts rein
Like a tyrant of a king
These hearts crush
The pure hearts that sing
So the purest hearts must hide
Behind walls of cement
Trapped in a corner
These hearts feel most content
This is why I am here
I set those hearts free
From this world
My own heart cannot flee
Broken and shattered
Torn and dismantled
This world was a bit too much
For my heart to handle
I shall build it back up
Not from the original pieces and parts
But from the pieces of the walls that were once around it
A cemented heart
One that cannot be broken
Or torn like light does in darkness
Out of everyone I’ve seen fall
I believe I’ve fallen the farthest
I’ve fallen past betrayal
And lies spoken from the lips of a friend
Even losing the comfort
Of love without end
I’ve fallen past heartache
And sorrow from loss
Also past hatred of me
Without a cause
With the heavy heart
Each of these has caused
Gives one-hundredth to the heart
That is now being constructed out of cemented walls
It is not yet complete
And is already coming undone
The only choice I have
Is now to run
But if I am to run
I would not get very far
I can not go far enough
With any modern train or car
This is a world
Of heartaches and devastation
And not to mention the end
Of a pure heart’s determination
People say they want truth
Love and praise
But once they find these treasures
They choose to betray
My heart is guarded
But still falling as well
But unfortunately my story
Is too long of a tale
Until next time, my viewers
You shall see
All the demons that live in me.

Monday, July 27, 2009

It's not fair




Always and forever
That is what you said.
"I'll love you til never"
Is what is in your head.

I opened my heart.
You took it away.
I fall apart
Because you break it everyday.

I trusted you completely,
But you didn't care.
You left me discretely.
You were never there.

I cared for you then,
I care for you now.
I cannot tell him
Because I don't know how.

You're in love with her
I know you say you don't.
Even if you were
To care for me, you won't.

I want to be able to talk to you,
But I know this cannot be.
Even if my words are true,
I know you'll never see.

I wish this would get better.
I'm tired of feeling this way.
I'm sending you this letter
I know you'll get it someday.

How is it, what makes you happy
Always makes me sad?
Could it really just be me?
Am I always making you mad?

I'm moving on today,
I can take this pain no more.
Maybe he can stay
And fix my heart you tore.

I hope that you are happy.
I hope that she is there.
I hope that she can be
Good enough for you to care.

I cannot tell you why,
But I really have to say
It's time to say goodbye.
Maybe we can be friends one day.

Monday, June 8, 2009

Alone


I walked in the lonely streets,
thinking of the daily trend.
How should a stranger greet?
to make a new TRUE friend.

No one is truly intimate,
its all in the POCKET'S state.
A mere smite of fate,
which i knew it late.

The mind is worried
and the feelings are burried.
My heart does moan,
pity , for now its a stone.

When many were to gather
but none care to bother.
The eyes began to weep,
Tears rolled down the cheek..
Late night i was asleep,
Ah! a nice " HIDE AND SEEK".

I woke up from the dream,
it really made me scream.
The agony of my tone,
oh! i was all ALONE.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Thank you my love




You’re angel Fallen from the haven
R u the star I wished last night?
Is it true or another dream
Which is making me flew
Away from sorrows
U promised me everything
Many time to forget to fulfil
Thanks for this promise which u did
Thanks word is not worth for all u did
You own my life
And I am happy for this J
I don’t regret for thousand tears,
that I have cried for you to change,
I am glad I shed them for you.
I am not sure what my life
Would have been
If I didn’t have you by my side
For love and companionship
To give me advice and Keep me civilized
As u the only one with who can care. J
I m falling short of words,
To express how I feel for you.
I know I dent have to say
As you know me better than I do.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

When you're gone I miss you....

when you're gone
How will I go to work?
Who will I phone
To talk through the silent evening
when you're gone

Time will turn
But without your hands.
How will I eat
Without my day on your dish
when you're gone

You're the only place
I can put myself.
No hopes or dreams
Can fill my tumbling days
when you're gone

Don't you know that
your arm's are the only pillow i have
I cant sleep
How can i sleep
when you're gone?

I am missing your laugh,your smile, your touch
when your gone i fell empty inside
i wonder whenever i see you i feel so glad,
i know you are far but i wish it wasn't true

I pray hoping that day will come soon,
The day that i see you and know that your all mine,
That day i will be happy to let you leave,
Knowing that you wont be gone for good....

When you're gone i miss you.... :(