Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Don’t know how to claim

The closer you get to trust them the louder that voice gets it screams in your Soul.

When it does, all you fears of getting hurt again just floods in your head. “None stop”

It’s been 3 years my life is still stuck where you left me….

I clearly remember our last words to each other.

We use to be so called “BFF”. How can it be so easy for you to forget “US”.

You lied, you cheated, you broke my heart and he warned me from the start.

Guess it's my own fault for being so dumb

"I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid”

But today I decided to move on…. I will promise myself I won't care.

I’ll stop distracting myself from your stare.

“Because of you I never stray too far from the side walk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you”

I just want to claim all those tears I shed for you… time I fought with my loved ones.

I don’t know how to claim my tears.


  1. Yaar not sad as in Sad.... its hard for me to forget some one so called "BFF".... I really dont understand why people betray,.. keep double faces... use other people... :(

  2. True Life is epic drama... we all have to flow with it... :(

  3. Well said..!! that is LIFE.. plain simple stupid LIFE! :) glad u came around..

  4. @KP... thanks for visiting my blog.... really appreciate your comment. :)

  5. It seems the hurt someone has caused has seeped into a part of you that is as afraid to trust again as it is to let go of the memory, as painful as it may be. You need to simply accept it as it is, for what it is, in it's crude form and then you will conquer it and it will no longer control you! hope this helps and all the best :)

  6. @IMROZ... that's so sweet of you... You exactly got my aspect of poem and my feelings but it's sometime hard to move... I'm trying really hard... but it'll take time.

    P.S. She was my So Called Best Friend."BFF"

    SOB!! SOB!!

  7. hey.. when i first saw your comment i couldnt stop singing the song Wonderwall.. its one of my fav tracks.. I sang all through when i replied to your comment.. sang even while readin your posts but then this post hit me.. like a vodka shot.. tried commenting many times but my system was acting stupid.. anyways.. here I am.. saying.. WONDERWALL.. WONDERFUL POST :)

    *i really need a drink right now*

  8. @Superrrnickkk.... That's the magic of wonderwall... read my posts after shots they will hit you in right place. :P