Monday, April 5, 2010

Do you really care?


I wonder all the time,
What will u do if I die?
Would you cry? Or would you be glad?
If I call you when you're about to fall asleep
'just to talk' would you say 'I have to go'?
If I text you saying I need you and you're
out having fun would you be there for me?
If I cut on myself because I dont want to
live any longer would you think I'm
crazy and would you stop talking to me? You told me I m your princess But you left me alone..
Do princess deserve this or something more??
I am so far from being okay.
It’s really hard to be strong
"Maybe you should just give up the fight."
I am sad.
I feel mad.
My heart is full of woe.
There is nowhere safe I can go,
except into the darkest hole,
Do you really care?
Life would be bearable if it wasn't for you....

Friday, January 8, 2010

Cuddling :)



I love cuddling with you
on a cold winter evening.
The sensual feel of your caress
ignites the flames of my desire.
I yearn to fulfill our wildest fantasies,
some of which are too sinful to mention.
I crave your sweet and tender kiss
on my bare and inflamed flesh.
When our bodies intimately join,
I melt into your loving embrace.
The lovemaking that we share,
is far from being average.
It brings us the most incredible
release of our lives.

Saturday, December 12, 2009

I really love lyrics of this song.... :)

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

?Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
?Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
?Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain?t going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Monday, September 21, 2009

I am Broken


Lost in a world
So wicked and cruel
Pure hearts in this world
Are too little too few
Cold hearts rein
Like a tyrant of a king
These hearts crush
The pure hearts that sing
So the purest hearts must hide
Behind walls of cement
Trapped in a corner
These hearts feel most content
This is why I am here
I set those hearts free
From this world
My own heart cannot flee
Broken and shattered
Torn and dismantled
This world was a bit too much
For my heart to handle
I shall build it back up
Not from the original pieces and parts
But from the pieces of the walls that were once around it
A cemented heart
One that cannot be broken
Or torn like light does in darkness
Out of everyone I’ve seen fall
I believe I’ve fallen the farthest
I’ve fallen past betrayal
And lies spoken from the lips of a friend
Even losing the comfort
Of love without end
I’ve fallen past heartache
And sorrow from loss
Also past hatred of me
Without a cause
With the heavy heart
Each of these has caused
Gives one-hundredth to the heart
That is now being constructed out of cemented walls
It is not yet complete
And is already coming undone
The only choice I have
Is now to run
But if I am to run
I would not get very far
I can not go far enough
With any modern train or car
This is a world
Of heartaches and devastation
And not to mention the end
Of a pure heart’s determination
People say they want truth
Love and praise
But once they find these treasures
They choose to betray
My heart is guarded
But still falling as well
But unfortunately my story
Is too long of a tale
Until next time, my viewers
You shall see
All the demons that live in me.

Monday, July 27, 2009

It's not fair




Always and forever
That is what you said.
"I'll love you til never"
Is what is in your head.

I opened my heart.
You took it away.
I fall apart
Because you break it everyday.

I trusted you completely,
But you didn't care.
You left me discretely.
You were never there.

I cared for you then,
I care for you now.
I cannot tell him
Because I don't know how.

You're in love with her
I know you say you don't.
Even if you were
To care for me, you won't.

I want to be able to talk to you,
But I know this cannot be.
Even if my words are true,
I know you'll never see.

I wish this would get better.
I'm tired of feeling this way.
I'm sending you this letter
I know you'll get it someday.

How is it, what makes you happy
Always makes me sad?
Could it really just be me?
Am I always making you mad?

I'm moving on today,
I can take this pain no more.
Maybe he can stay
And fix my heart you tore.

I hope that you are happy.
I hope that she is there.
I hope that she can be
Good enough for you to care.

I cannot tell you why,
But I really have to say
It's time to say goodbye.
Maybe we can be friends one day.